Saturday, January 23, 2010

再一次来临。。。

很久没有上来,诉诉苦了。。。
最近,拿了护士的牌后,开始当一个真真的护士。。。
很乱,有些不适应。。。糊里糊涂。。。手忙脚乱。。。
一些事情,做错了,
一些事情,刚学到的,
当然,最重要的是重错误中学习,
感恩的是,长辈们都肯教,
做了一些,连自己都无法原谅自己的事,
向神认罪,还是很心痛,
思想怎么会犯这些错,
开始怀疑自己的能力,是否能当个好护士。
就像欣慈所说,要是没能力,神不会带领你,成为护士。
就像Sarah所说,从错误中学习,记得不要再犯就可以了。
总觉得记忆不是那么的好,会忘记一些事情,会忘记一些刚学到的东西,
但是,怎么就是忘不了所发生的事情?
独处,读圣经,学习吧。。。
跟自己说;不要再垂废了,要加油,神会带领你的,跟神的约定,决不妥协。。。
神的带领,是我的力量。。。感恩。。。

Friday, January 8, 2010

就因为两个字??

阿拉,这个字,有什么特别?
为什么就要为着这个字,而搞得风波满城?
就为了“阿拉”这两字?把平时的和睦,变成反目成仇
这两个子的威力,好强。
甚至把人人称羡的三大种族和平相处,搞得可以丛火,甚至上法庭,就因为“阿拉”这两个字。
好不值得,
好令人伤心,
好令人痛心,
好令人失望。
以往的日子将不在了吗?
和平相处,和睦融融的日子,不在了吗?
马来西亚基督徒,就要像过去的印尼基督徒一样,受到欺压,受到伤害?
甚至,搞出人命?

主啊,我的心在哭啊,好不希望这些事情发生。
主啊,我知道,凡事不是在你允许下,是不会发生的,
因为,你是掌管一切得主,
你晓得每一件所发生的事情,
你听到每一个人的祷告,
你听到每一个人的哭声,
你看到,甚至允许,因为一切都在你的计划当中。
按照你的时间,
按照你的规定,
一步步,走向你的计划。。。

恩典之路:一步又一步。。。这是恩典之路。。
回家的路上,心突然唱起这首歌,
当中,领悟到神对我的照顾,所给我的恩典,
回来,听到这个坏消息,心又开始唱起这首歌,
眼泪,往心里流。

Friday, January 1, 2010

2010 new year, new days

2009-12-31 this day, i still inside the hospital, on night duty.
most of ppl was counted down at Marina Bay, i was at hospital, doing my work.
handphone, can't event send a message to wish my frn,
can't event call my friend and my family. line was busy.
2010-1-1 a new year comming. still on night shift inside the hospital.
with less patient, less staff.
with swollen eye,
last night duty for this week.
my count down at hospital.the 1st time count down at hospital.
will be have next count down at hospital at next year.
new year new day new wish.
my wish for this year,
had a happy moment during the internship.
had a good relationship between God.
had a good relationship between my friend.
can mantain our friendship, untill longer and longer.
hopefully i can be baptize at this year, and my parents, turn to the God.
hopefully the people of the world, heard the Gospel of God.
hopefully the sick is less and less.
hopefully the people of the world, had a healthy body.
my friend and my family, can be the one of the brother and sister in christ.
yes, this is my hope,
life in hope,
stay in hope.
on the ways of hope, to make it, to get it, sucess....
let the God led my ways,
let the God plan the ways of my hope,
in this years.
peace, to stay in peace, no argue, no complaint.
God led the ways..between the relationship.